i dreamt that i was Cherry Vanilla aka She-Ra aka Sarah aka Black Snake.
i REMEmber like i lived it .
i sit in the room where i perform my miracles. Lighting just right
made by my pimp to give me my saintly glow.
it looks dark But the room is empty of truckers and i'm blinded by a spot lamp.
I turn to the windows behind my pink trim ruffle white dress, perfectly blond coiling cues shake with my head as i stand to look out.
there are now black iron bars outside my window now.
it all seems like too much and i fall onto my bed.
i hit my arm against the post and feel a sharp pain .
i feel it in me still . the prick of stella's pain killer.
i feel my pillows incase me.
my eyes well up.
and the baby blue drips out onto my white skin.